All morning the wind blew steadily,
sending the ice sheathed trees into a frenzy of clattering. As an
exercise to
warm myself, I imagined the trees ripening into spring: lavender
petals exploding on the black branches of the red bud trees, patches
of white
dogwood, delicate as lace, dotting the thicket. I pictured the fruits
of summer: ripe purple plums splitting their skins, soft peaches
hiding scarlet hearts. The thought of their taste pooled saliva beneath
my
tongue, and forced me to swallow hard. Better to think only of meat,
potatoes and corn pone. Then I will not be disappointed. Betsy interrupted
my thoughts, tugging at my shirt with her thick brown mitten. Her
cheeks were burnished crimson from
the harsh wind, but she was warm beneath the robe, her knitted cap pulled tightly
over her ears.
“Mama,” she said in a loud whisper, drawing
the word out slowly from her cupid bow mouth.
“Yes, honey,” I
replied, centering my finger on her lips, a gesture to speak softly.
“I
know God wants us to share,” she began, her blue eyes opening
with such righteousness I could tell she hatched a plot. “So
if you’re not playing with your birthday doll, may I?”
I
shuddered at the idea of encountering the brutal wind on our way
to the boat, just to retrieve a doll and cautioned her to go back
to sleep. But she continued, sensing why I was reluctant.“If
you give me the key, I can get it all by myself.”
I sighed
deeply at the image of Betsy scrambling through the trunks and
boxes, creating
a veritable avalanche of baggage. It was obvious she could not
go alone,and when I considered how small was her request, I relented.
“Well,
you’ll have to be very careful with her,” I said, summoning
what I hoped was the proper parental tone. “And be very quiet
when you get ...”
But she was already out of the covers, moving lithely as a snake,
and it was all I could do to catch up with her. The cutting wind
made us hunch and duck our heads, so when we reached The Adventure,we
headed straight for shelter in the cabin where our goods were stored.
Although The Adventure is the largest boat in the flotilla,
a good thirty by forty feet, it is barely adequate to accommodate
all our
luggage, tools and foodstuffs. The cabin was stuffed with a jumble
of things: animal traps and fish baskets; kettles and skillets; and
an assortment of broad axes, hoes, augers and adzes. Oaken barrels
stacked against the wall were filled with meal, corn, salt, flour,
bacon and ham. Barrels of cabbages and potatoes nestled beside containers
of whiskey. And bags of seed gave promise of crops to come: corn,
oats, beans and pumpkins. The sight of such abundance comforted me,
that we would not go hungry on our journey to the new land.
I found
my walnut trunk with little difficulty for it is as familiar to
me as my own hand. David fashioned both the trunk and its iron key
which
hangs on a thin leather strap around my neck. I opened its solid
lid to reveal all the objects of my past. On the very bottom were
thick blankets,followed by the quilt my Gower relatives gave me
on my wedding day. Next was the red coverlet David and I slept beneath
every night of our married lives.On top were my Bible, the pewter
plates and cutlery that once belonged to my mother, David’s
hunting knife, and a brown straw sewing box with a broken lid.
Tucked among these items were dun-colored pouches containing gourd
seeds, the
maple sugar I saved for the darkest days of the trip, and perhaps
the packet I value most: the one with flax seeds that will become
material for shirts, sheets, towels and even fine linen. The last
item was the little doll whose rough dot eyes gave it a bewildered
expression.
I handed the doll to Betsy who took it quickly between her mittens.
“You’ll share with the others now,” I reminded
her.
She nodded gravely and found a corner of the cabin where she
could play with the little doll. Near her was Hagar, the Robertsons’ slave,
who had also sought shelter from the wind to protect the sleeping
toddler, Charlotte. Hagar’s head was wrapped warmly with
a dark red scarf, its fabric decorated with small blue squares.
A thick
wool cape the color of her skin draped from shoulder to foot. I
knew Hagar was as ready as the rest of us to begin our journey,
since
her husband, Henry, had gone ahead with Jamie and the other men.
She slowly rocked the child from side to side,comforting little
Charlotte
who was often sick during the night.
After I said good morning, Hagar surprised me with an announcement
that we would leave this place in two days. I asked her if she had
heard the news from Colonel Donelson, but she rested her hand on Charlotte’s
forehead, testing for a fever, and replied it had come to her in a
dream. The Lord told her
He would lead us out of here just as He led the Israelites. Hagar
is known to see visions and hear voices inaudible to the rest of
us, and I would dismiss her superstitions if they did not so often
prove true. So I simply responded that I hoped we wouldn’t
have to wander forty years.
“If we behave ourselves,” she
said, “it
won’t take us nearly so long. But if we don’t . . .
well, I guess Captain Robertson will come back to straighten us
out.”
“We
need more than one Captain Robertson, don’t we Hagar?” I
answered, glad to focus on the tangible. “If Jamie were one
of a pair of twins like Ephraim and John Peyton, then he could
be with
us and with the men at the Cumberland too.”
“Just because
folks are twins doesn’t mean they’re alike,” she
said. “I see a big difference in those Peyton men.Miss Elizabeth
picked the wrong one.” Hagar nodded for emphasis.
Admittedly,
it took no conjuring to see a difference between John and Ephraim
Peyton. It was true that physically they were as alike as two people
could be, both fiery-haired, of medium height with slender, wiry
bodies. Whereas I have only a few freckles to accompany my red
hair, they look as if God fired a shotgun of brown spots to cover
their
faces as thoroughly as a bad case of hives. Their disparity, however,
lies in the expression of their brown eyes .John’s appear
clear,as if no secrets reside in his soul, while Ephraim’s
eyes have a guarded aspect, an opacity that blocks any revelation
of his inner
life. I worried that Hagar had some further clue as to Ephraim’s
nature, something revealed by her second sight, so asked for any
information she might have. But she began chanting to the baby
in some unintelligible
language, indicating she had revealed all she planned to say. It
was with an unsettled heart that I took my leave, gathering Betsy
and returning to our campfire where my other two children still slept.
The wind had lifted the blue haze from the mountains,exposing their
dark outline etched against the milky sky. I kissed each of my sleeping
girls on the forehead,and Betsy joined the wake-up ceremony by crying, “Look
what I’ve got,” sweeping the doll tauntingly over their
heads. After they were thoroughly awake,I noticed Major Cockrill
already working at the fire he shared with Hugh Rogan, so I hurried
my daughters
to play with Charlotte’s children, and went to join him,thinking
it might be a good time to talk about teaching supplies.
Major Cockrill
is not what I’d call a handsome man. His features are too
irregular for such a description. His nose is a bit prominent on
an angular
face and thick eyelids shelve his deep brown eyes. But the corners
of his mouth turn up in a pleasant way, and years of being a blacksmith
have left him with broad shoulders and a deep, thick chest. Under
his sweeping cape he wore leggings of beige linsey-woolsey and
a loose hunting shirt tied in back with a sash. On his head sat
a floppy
rust-colored hat. He was pouring melted lead from a heavy iron
saucepan into bullet molds when I arrived, and I took a moment
to appreciate
the extent of his equipment: a small bellows, anvil, tongs, screw
plates and files for fixing guns.
“Morning Mrs. Johnson,” he said, attempting to wipe
the black iron scale from his hands.
“Morning Major Cockrill.” I
answered stiffly. I’m afraid I have little facility for trivial
talk, and went right to the subject, saying I needed to ask a favor.
He thought I needed my rifle repaired, but I explained that Charlotte
wanted me to set up a school, and I came to see if he might construct
a slate of some kind. He gazed at the fire in contemplation but
said nothing.
“I know you’re busy,” I added,
wondering if he thought the request a frivolous one. After all,
he had no children
of his own, but he surprised me by changing the subject entirely.
He said he had seen me once before, three years earlier. At that
time, he had come with Colonel Christian to save Fort Caswell from
an Indian
attack, but when they arrived he heard the story of how I had already
saved the fort.
Well, I confess that this turn in the conversation
made me uncomfortable. I didn’t think of myself as a heroine.
I had only done what was necessary with much help from others,
so I returned to the subject of teaching tools. But he added not
another
word, only continued to stare into the fire.
“I’m sorry
to have bothered you, Major,” I finally concluded, exasperated
at his lack of response. “I’ll be on my way.”
“I’ll
think on the problem, Mrs.Johnson,” he said, kneeling to
resume his bullet making.
So much for Charlotte’s suggestion
that he would be useful. It appeared he had no understanding that
the
children’s
education was important. I returned to The Adventure,already
in a disgruntled mood, only to find Charlotte deep in conversation
with
Colonel Donelson. I listened with annoyance to the Colonel’s
lofty tone of voice and wondered if he thought himself better than
the rest of us since he had once served in the House of Burgesses.
I tried to imagine him in dignified surroundings with Governor
Jefferson, but
there was nothing particularly elegant in his fleshy demeanor.
He was a man of medium height, with square shoulders and a slightly
curving spine. His gray hair was rather sparse and the skin gathered
around his eyes like crushed fabric. Those dark eyes might have
seen
grandeur in the past, but it was well known that he had fallen
on hard times of late and was staking his family’s future
on land speculation in Kentucky. He was accompanied by his wife,
son
Severn
and daughter Rachel, as well as two married children, John Junior
and Mary Caffrey ...enough to make a settlement of his own.
“Ah,
Mrs. Johnson,” the Colonel said. “I was just telling
Mrs. Robertson that I’ve had good news from Hugh Rogan. He
and my man, Somerset, have been scouting the river, and Rogan says
the ice is breaking up along the banks for several miles. We’ll
be able to set sail in a day or so.”
“Good news indeed!” I
put my arm around Charlotte. “I was afraid I’d have
to raise my children right here on Reedy Creek.”
Charlotte
arched her brows,giving me a look of reproof.
“I hope I can
count on you to rally the troops, Mrs.Johnson,” added Donelson,
determined to maintain a cheerful manner. “Everyone looks
up to you,and there’s much you can accomplish to keep up
their spirits.”
“What a nice compliment,”said
Charlotte,looking at me as if to say “I told you so.”
But
I didn’t believe it was a compliment, only a move worthy
of the politician he was, shifting focus of the conversation from
his own failure. “We’re hoping Ann will be our school
teacher,” added Charlotte, eager to maintain a pleasant conversation.
“Have
you spoken with Major Cockrill about the supplies?”
“Charlotte
thinks the Major can print readers overnight,” I said. “But
all he did when I asked for help was say he’d think about
it.”
“Major Cockrill has been quite helpful in repairing
our boats, and no doubt he can help us in this matter as well,” said
Charlotte. “Wouldn’t you agree,Colonel?”
“I
believe, Mrs. Robertson,” said Colonel Donelson, “you
are as correct as ever. And if you will excuse me.”At this
point the Colonel took his leave, happy to withdraw.
I was sorry
to see him depart so abruptly, only because I wanted to add a
few more complaints, but I knew my energies would best be spent on
analyzing how to teach the children. First I should canvas the
group to see
what books were available. Almost everyone had a copy of the
Bible,
but surely other books existed too. Hymn books. Nothing helped
to lift the spirits and invigorate the body so much as the healthy
singing of a hymn. I began to warm to the idea; Charlotte was right,as
usual. Being the school teacher was the perfect activity for me,
and I vowed to start that very afternoon. |
It was almost three o’clock when
the children sat in a half circle around a fire that burned near The
Adventure. The black smoke from the flickering flames drifted
occasionally into one face and then another. My own children, Polly,
Betsy, and
Charity, sat beside Charlotte’s little ones: Randolph, Delilah,
Peyton and little Charlotte cradled in her mother’s lap. I
marched back and forth in front of the children to capture their
attention,counting
my footsteps loudly, trying to compete with the distant pounding
of
Major Cockrill’s hammer and the distracting aroma of baking
corn bread. A few dogs barked in the distance,but Bruno lay stretched
beside
the children,as if he too had come to study.
I was ready to start
their lesson, when the children began with questions about the
day I saved
the fort, begging for the story. Although I knew they had heard
the tale many times,I thought it might be fitting to repeat it once
again
before we began a journey that might well bring perils of its own…
to reinforce the importance of vigilance where Indians are concerned.
And so I began.
To provide a background for that day’s events,
I started with the tale of what happened five years ago in March
of 1775
at Sycamore Shoals just outside Fort Caswell, when Colonel Richard
Henderson bought the very lands we plan to inhabit. At the time,
it seemed that nothing could interfere with the treaty’s success
because no Indians of any tribe actually lived in that territory,
and the
Cherokees had indicated they were willing to trade. A rumor spread
that the land
was not the Cherokees to sell, but no one took it seriously. We
eagerly waited for the great party of Cherokee Indians, led by Chief
Attakullakulla,
to come and exchange their land for the fine goods that Henderson
had brought in six enormous wagons across the mountains. And what
riches they heaved from those wagons and stored in huts built just
for the purpose of displaying them. I thought we needed the guns
and ammunition for ourselves, but I forced myself to remember that
the
knives, axes, hoes and rum were buying us land for the future. Actually
buying it outright so we would never again have to worry about giving
it back to the Indians. The land would belong to us and our children
forever.
The Indians were excited about the treasure too. They started
gathering at Fort Caswell two months before the treaty was to be
signed, bringing their wives with them. It was the first time I
had seen so many Cherokee women, and I watched carefully as they
bent
their slim and graceful bodies to study the bolts of bright cloth
spread upon the ground. Many of them dressed in leather skirts
with leather capes about their shoulders, but some dressed just the
way
we women at Fort Caswell did, except I must admit they were taller
and more beautiful than we. As I observed a Cherokee woman string
bracelets on her long, slender arm, I’d never seen anyone
more elegant,not even on the other side of the mountains.
When
it was
time to begin the negotiations, our men turned out in their best
clothes to impress the Indians during the talks. Jamie wore a dark
blue waistcoat that Charlotte had made, and knee breeches with
silver buckles. Colonel Henderson, being a judge, wore a tall powdered
wig
and black leather military boots. But they couldn’t compare
to the clothes Lieutenant John Sevier wore, a scarlet jacket and
silk stockings, with elaborately chased silver buckles glistening
on his shoes.
The Indians were dressed in their finery as well. For the first
time I saw old Chief Attakullakulla himself, sitting still as death
on a huge pile of thick furs: fox and beaver spread around him. From
his ears hung a pyramid of silver spangles dropping almost to his
shoulders and feathers crowned his gray head. He carried the signs
of his fierce culture in the deep slashes that decorated his cheeks.
Jamie had told me the reason the Chief was willing to make a treaty
with us was to encourage our move to the West so we would leave his
Cherokee Overhill settlement alone. He understood our land hunger
and was trying to do the best for his people. So the talks began,with
both sides sitting in one circle.
The work of coming to an agreement
went on for days, and Chief Attakullakulla was almost ready to
sign the treaty when his son,Dragging Canoe, rose to address the
entire group. He is tall for an Indian, almost six feet, and his
face is
fearfully
pitted with smallpox scars that must remind him of the pain our
diseases have brought to his people. He told everyone at the meeting
how the
Indian nations “have melted away like balls of snow before
the sun,” and he warned that the white man would never be
satisfied until we had taken everything. In front of the whole
company he pointed
to the very land we’ll cross when our boats start again,
saying,“A
dark cloud hangs over the land known as ‘The Bloody Ground.’”And
with that message, Dragging Canoe split with his father forever
and is no longer a Cherokee, but has formed his own renegade tribe,
the
deadly Chickamaugas. He does not accept the terms of our treaty,
and the fear of him lies at the center of all our hearts. He left
the treaty talks to meet with the British in faraway Florida and
brought back sixty horses loaded with guns and ammunition he later
used to fight us.
Over a year later when the word came down to
Fort Caswell that an attack was imminent, people from nearby Fort
Lee joined
us, since their fort wasn’t strong enough to stand against
the Indians.Two hundred of us jammed together, many of the new
arrivals with no beds or any possessions other than what they could
bring
on the run.
We had to put our cows outside the walls because we were so crowded,
but we depended on them for milk. At daybreak on the morning of July
21, several of us women took our milking stools and left the fort
early.Jamie
and Lieutenant Sevier watched over us that morning as we took a few
dogs who were trained to bark at the sight or sound of Indians. The
grass was wet and my cow, Miss Priss,kept nuzzling after the fresh
blades as I tried to milk her.Even though the air was cool, sweat
strung across my upper lip, and when I lifted my sleeve to wipe it
off, the first dogs barked. I couldn’t breathe. It wasn’t
five seconds later that we heard shrill screams as the savages rose
up from the forest like bats flying up at twilight. They rushed across
the clearing, some shooting arrows and guns, others running wildly
with their tomahawks raised, all painted black in the most grotesque
fashion. We leapt from our milking stools and ran toward the fort.
Once inside, we slammed and barred the gate, only to hear more cries
coming from the distance. Much to our horror, Kate Sherrill was
still outside. Lieutenant Sevier and I climbed the ramparts to see
Kate
coming, just in front of an Indian who held his tomahawk high.
With one hand the Lieutenant shot at the Indian and with the other
he
reached toward her with a shout, ‘Jump Kate!’ The bullets
and arrows poured like hail and she knew she had to jump or die,
so jump she did, and Sevier pulled her safely over the stockade
walls. Her clothes were ripped and her body scraped by the sharp
points
of the stakes, but she was alive.
All of us were spared for the
present, huddled together inside the fort, but the Indians wouldn’t
go away.On some days they fired at us repeatedly and on other days
there
was no shooting, and we thought perhaps they had left. On one of
those quiet days when we thought it safe to carry on our chores,
the real battle began. Most of the men, including my husband David,
had gone to get more ammunition and supplies, leaving only a few
to stand
guard. Since it was my turn to be in charge of wash duty, I organized
the fire builders, and soon we had our kettles boiling for the
piles of laundry we’d assembled. Perhaps because I was so
busy with my own fire, I didn’t notice what was going on
outside the fort walls. Not until I heard someone scream,“Fire!
Oh,Lord help us! They’re burning the fort!”
I rushed
to the ramparts with one of the men. “Do something!” I
cried, but the Indians were so close to the fort it was impossible
for him to aim his rifle downward and catch them in its sight.
The overhang of the palisades interfered. The Indians who set fire
to the walls were joined by others who shot from a distance. All
I could think was that I must save my daughters. I cried to the
women at the wash pots, “Make a line! We’re going to
put out this fire.” They brought me the first pot ,a huge
iron vessel I could barely lift by gripping each of the handles
with my doubled-over apron. Just as I spilled the first pot over
the stockade and heard the fire’s hiss, I felt an arrow enter
my arm, a little below the shoulder. I called for another pot and
emptied the scalding rain upon the Indians’ backs. Once again
I felt the sting of a wound, this time a shot.But I kept to my
post until the fire was out ,and the Indians retreated. I later
counted many wounds on my body, and regretted not a one. It was
an honor
to defend my family and my country. When I had finished the story,
even though it was not new to the children, they stared at me in
awe,
their eyes open wide and spiked with fear.
“You weren’t
afraid?”Polly finally asked,breaking the gripping silence.
“Of
course I was,” I answered. “An Indian attack is something
to fear, but I wanted to do my best,and I’m proud as any
soldier that I did.” I added an even more important message. “But
remember, I couldn’t have done it myself. Every last woman
in the fort helped me lift those pots.”
I studied their young
faces and prayed that none would ever witness such terrible events.
But if they did, I hoped the impulse to fight together would be as
instinctual as breath itself.
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